I used to think i'm a terrible flirt. in fact, I still do. I just get by because the rules have changed.
flirting as a sport is fun. but I find it weird to say things I kinda don't mean and then justify them in its name.
I don't like that thought.
Because sometimes it feels like hypocrisy. and at other times it feels like deceit.
and I don't like either.
It's hard to explain that "i love you" actually means "i like you".
guess I really need to sleep now.