Sunday, October 19, 2025

the diary of an excited man

it's 6am. the birds are awake, although the sky is barely aglow.

I'm awake too. I shouldn't be. but I know why. 

it's energy. it's adrenaline. right when I don't need it. 

I don't want to think about what I'll do when I need it. 

my hope is, there are enough safety margins. there is no inclination, motivation or reason to take risks. 

I'm taking it easy. this is for fun. 

I need to reinforce my self-belief in what I can do. heaven knows I've been reminded enough of what I can't. 

I don't want to think about if I'm ready... or if carly is ready. 

is everyone around ready? 

maybe there is no such thing as being ready. we are where we are, and we move in the direction we want to go.

the highway awaits. some familiar territory, evolving over the years, yet somehow still the same. and the most exciting part: unfamiliar territory.

on the road and in my head. 

you know what? I'm ready. off we go.

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