Sunday, November 18, 2007

the transition from desperation to resignedness

something happened in the wee hours of today morning. something that hasn't happened to me for a long time before.

today, i simply gave up.

all my life, i've faced my problems always armed with a plan b. a failed plan b just meant that i had to find a plan c. eventually, something works out. it always does.

not today.

i've given it my best shot, my not-so-best shot, all the way upto my worst shot. looks like i'm out empty.

i'm in a situation where i've just decided to ignore the problem.

update: defying all my prophesies of doom, a ray of hope just appeared while typing this out. i realised someone can help me. this is probably plan z.

the transition from resignedness to desperation unexpectedly begins again. i guess this is what they call hope.

5 comments:

krist0ph3r said...

an hour later, my plaz z has worked out. now it's simply a matter of hard work and catching up with lost time :)

My Foot? said...

good thing plan z worked out, you were kinda running outta alphabets..

Meghna Bhujwala said...

Oh thank god plan z worked out!! I wouldnt sleep at nite else!!( btw for future use if u eva run outta alphabets u can use aa, ab, ac..az, ba, bb..u knw then maybe u'll have one more reason to not give up!!)

WeirdiSgooD said...

Hehehehe...i think it was all my singing... it brought the heavens down :D

krist0ph3r said...

@weirdisgood: nooo...stop stealing my thunder and get your own!!!

it was all my hard work, i tell you!!!

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